PAM REYNOLD’S NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE
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Pam Reynolds' NDE
I thought the way they had my head shaved was very
peculiar. I expected them to take all of the hair, but they did not ...
Someone said something about my veins and arteries being
very small. I believe it was a female voice and that it was Dr. Murray, but
I'm not sure. She was the cardiologist. I remember thinking that I should
have told her about that ... I remember the heart-lung machine. I didn't like
the respirator ... I remember a lot of tools and instruments that I did not
readily recognize. There was a sensation like being pulled, but not against
your will. I was going on my own accord because I wanted to go. I have
different metaphors to try to explain this. It was like the Wizard of Oz -
being taken up in a tornado vortex, only you're not spinning around like
you've got vertigo. You're very focused and you have
a place to go. The feeling was like going up in an elevator real fast. And
there was a sensation, but it wasn't a bodily, physical sensation. It was
like a tunnel but it wasn't a tunnel. At some point very early in the tunnel vortex I became
aware of my grandmother calling me. But I didn't hear her call me with my
ears ... It was a clearer hearing than with my ears. I trust that sense more
than I trust my own ears. The feeling was that she wanted me to come to her, so I
continued with no fear down the shaft. It's a dark shaft that I went through,
and at the very end there was this very little tiny pinpoint of light that
kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger. The light was incredibly bright, like sitting in the
middle of a light bulb. It was so bright that I put my hands in front of my
face fully expecting to see them and I could not. But I knew they were there.
Not from a sense of touch. Again, it's terribly hard to explain, but I knew
they were there ... I noticed that as I began to discern different figures in
the light - and they were all covered with light, they were light, and had light
permeating all around them - they began to form shapes I could recognize and
understand. I could see that one of them was my grandmother. I don't
know if it was reality or a projection, but I would know my grandmother, the
sound of her, anytime, anywhere. Everyone I saw, looking back on it, fit perfectly into my
understanding of what that person looked like at their best during their
lives. I recognized a lot of people. My uncle Gene was there. So
was my great-great-Aunt Maggie, who was really a cousin. On Papa's side of
the family, my grandfather was there ... They were specifically taking care
of me, looking after me. They would not permit me to go further ... It was
communicated to me - that's the best way I know how to say it, because they
didn't speak like I'm speaking - that if I went all the way into the light
something would happen to me physically. They would be unable to put this me
back into the body me, like I had gone too far and they couldn't
reconnect. So they wouldn't let me go anywhere or do anything. I wanted to go into the light, but I also wanted to come
back. I had children to be reared. It was like watching a movie on
fast-forward on your VCR: You get the general idea, but the individual
freeze-frames are not slow enough to get detail. Then they [deceased relatives] were feeding me. They were
not doing this through my mouth, like with food, but they were nourishing me
with something. The only way I know how to put it is something sparkly. Sparkles is the image that I get. I definitely recall the
sensation of being nurtured and being fed and being made strong. I know it
sounds funny, because obviously it wasn't a physical thing, but inside the
experience I felt physically strong, ready for whatever.
But then I got to the end of it and saw the thing, my
body. I didn't want to get into it ... It looked terrible, like a train
wreck. It looked like what it was: dead. I believe it was covered. It scared
me and I didn't want to look at it. It was communicated to me that it was like jumping into a
swimming pool. No problem, just jump right into the swimming pool. I didn't
want to, but I guess I was late or something because he [the uncle] pushed
me. I felt a definite repelling and at the same time a pulling from the body.
The body was pulling and the tunnel was pushing ... It was like diving into a
pool of ice water ... It hurt! When I came back, they were playing Hotel California and
the line was "You can check out anytime you like, but you can never
leave." I mentioned [later] to Dr. Brown that that was incredibly
insensitive and he told me that I needed to sleep more. [laughter] When I
regained consciousness, I was still on the respirator. For practical purposes outside the world of academic
debate, three clinical tests commonly determine brain death. First, a standard
electroencephalogram, or EEG, measures brain-wave activity. A
"flat" EEG denotes non-function of the cerebral cortex - the outer
shell of the cerebrum. Second, auditory evoked potentials, similar to those
[clicks] elicited by the ear speakers in Pam's surgery, measure brain-stem
viability. Absence of these potentials indicates non-function of the brain
stem. And third, documentation of no blood flow to the brain is a marker for
a generalized absence of brain function. But during "standstill", Pam's brain was found
"dead" by all three clinical tests - her electroencephalogram was silent,
her brain-stem response was absent, and no blood flowed through her brain.
Interestingly, while in this state, she encountered the "deepest"
NDE of all Atlanta Study participants. Some scientists theorize that NDEs
are produced by brain chemistry. But, Dr.
Peter Fenwick, a neuron-psychiatrist and the leading
authority in Britain concerning NDEs, believes that
these theories fall far short of the facts. In the documentary, "Into the Unknown: Strange But True"
Dr. Fenwick describes the state of the brain during a NDE: "The brain isn't functioning. It's not there. It's
destroyed. It's abnormal. But, yet, it can produce these very clear
experiences ... an unconscious state is when the brain ceases to function.
For example, if you faint, you fall to the floor, you don't know what's
happening and the brain isn't working. The memory systems are particularly
sensitive to unconsciousness. So, you won't remember anything. But, yet,
after one of these experiences [a NDE], you come out with clear, lucid
memories ... This is a real puzzle for science. I have not yet seen any good
scientific explanation which can explain that fact." This page courtesy of www.near-death.com
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I get a lot of e-mails. Be patient!
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